This week I learned that I am a teacher. This may sound a little funny but this week I found myself understanding that mistakes will be made, bottom line is that I want to teach. When you constantly look for flaws that is all you see, even in yourself. Learning to be kind to yourself is not always easy but it is essential to making it in this profession. For a while it was easier to think of myself back at the doctor's office. It would be so much easier than battling insecurities and frustrations that at times can be overwhelming.
With the realization that everyone works at their own pace (seen in the students); I stopped comparing myself to other teachers. It will take some time to find that groove. So, while I have much to learn; instead of running backwards, I think I will walk forward.
Hi, Freda - what an insightful post, and thanks for sharing! You have said what most of us feel while teaching, and becoming comfortable and accepting of your own style will make you a much more confident and effective teacher. Keep on growing!
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