A Change of Hats

I have told my "story" several times so I'll keep this short and sweet. I left bedside nursing because there had been 30 deaths of kids aged newborn to 19 in a short time span of 3 months. It was emotionally taxing to the point that I was very depressed. Not only that, but two days after #29 died (who I was VERY close to), I found out I was pregnant again. I knew I couldn't put my body through much more stress while being pregnant. So, I went to PRN status (working when I wanted to) and took the job of starting a brand new HSTE program.

I have already signed my contract for next year (although it was 15 minutes late so I may not have a job!). The reason I signed is because I absolutely LOVE what I do. I have always enjoyed teaching and I love kids. I get so much joy knowing that I am passing on a love of mine to young eager minds. I also love knowing my schedule and never having to worry about not getting off a particular day to spend with my family. I have more time at home then I did before and, while I still experience stress, it's not so negative that I cry everyday on the way home!